ps. dun highlight the blanks if you dun want to.
the sentences will still make sense.

rawr. bad mood bad mood. fuck.
rant rant rant.

pool today wasnt up to expectations.
fuck lah i actually managed to hit the colour balls OUT of the table.
and yes, TWICE. fuck.
and seriously i dun like pool-ing with Y.
i seriously fucking hate it.
i thought it was okay and that was the biggest wrong thought i ever had.
dun bother guessing it,
i've pool-ed with dozens of people.
and it doesnt mean it has to be a recent opponent.
fuck.

and i am really very pissed with a certain some one.
call her X.
she comes and goes as she like, and i hate the freaking voice of hers.
fuck fuck fuck.
is it my luck or what? fuck.
i seriously got alot issues against X.
but the fucking problem is that,
i cant elaborate cause it will make it damn obvious.
when its obvious then daiji dua tiao liao.
knn lah. this is going to be the last time.
last night, no more mr nice guy.
dun force my hand fucked-up X.

and i think its time to really admit that i wun be able to go in cya.
fuck. but i dun believe i am that bad.
and seriously, are you telling me i cant even be a reserve?
at least notify me, laugh at me that i am not in.
but please dun put me in this situation when i am thinking whats the fucking problem.
fuck. i am going mad soon.
pool club will be a foregone choice if i play like today.
then pool club still got two some more.
fuck. then now what? no cca? NTH?
then great! its just a big fucked-up problem.
and another unwanted fucking load on my shoulders.

i hate this feeling.
i havent had this feeling for very long le.
fuck.

i hate it when there are times for me to be alone and think about stuff..

tag replies next time.
its obvious i'm not in the mood to reply now right.